after what happened a few days ago..i haven had the need or the urge or the feeling to blog..its all downhill..or so i thought..

i was sad..i had to be..what heartless creature won't be..i dun show it..at least try not to..ha..acting all macho and shit..the whole "guys dont cry(not in public anyways)" code had to be respected and honoured..anyways...i was kinda pathetic really..school relaxed..home, a freaking car crash..torn apart like an old piece of paper..hais....i guess all things had to end..didn't thought it would be this way though..it was so young..so full of hope..but taken away from me just like that..

i dunnoe now..what am i to do..decision time..freaking car wreck all the time or calm in school then be torn at home...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........................

lets go with the latter..who wouldn't right..so that's it..for IT and who knows what else..damn..